Week Five

When we initially began this process, MONTHS ago and weeks up until October 15, everyone and everything said the same thing: 8 weeks. So, I braced myself and prepared mentally, physically, and emotionally for 2 months of tissue expansion--and all that it entails. 5 weeks into this medical marathon and the finish line keeps getting pushed back further...and further. 

And maybe a marathon isn't the best comparison, because I envision smooth pavement, no obstacles or hurdles, and supportive running shoes. Most of the time, I feel like I'm juggling two babies in high heels through the desert. Like when I got the invoice from last week's injection that went something like this-- Blah Blah Blah, 250 ml expander. Earlier I thought Kendall's expander held 70 ml. Nope, 250. There were no running shoes or smooth pavement on that day, I tell ya.

Kendall received her 3rd injection this morning, a total of 7.5 ml and a grand total of 21.5 ml. 

The nurses said they were concerned with her two front corners being so "jagged" (vs. smooth) and that it is possible for the expander to puncture through the skin, which is why they are putting in such small amounts right now. The expander puncturing would mean emergency surgery to remove the expander right away, plus having to repeat the expansion process. This gave me a new perspective on my negative attitude of the timeline, seeing that she is HEALTHY, everything is looking GREAT, no infections, Kendall is handling each injection WONDERFULLY and the hospital staff is FABULOUS--I really have nothing to complain about. I would much rather everything take longer and be done safely and correctly than to try and rush things just to be done. 

Slow and steady wins the race. 

Last week, in a moment of frustration, I told Tony I wish this wasn't happening to her, I wish it was happening to me! He said,it is happening to you.

The timing is fitting as we are entering into a season of FAITH and HOPE and PEACE--the three things that I need the most right now. And perhaps the three things that I am learning the most about. Thanks for reading and thanks for supporting.